I am happy for you and I do think that you deserve happiness but at the same time I feel kind of lost. I don’t expect you to choose me over guys (ie. sisters before misters) but I just wish you kind of remembered what you said you would do. I don’t know. I’m kind of upset that I didn’t see you all night; I’m kinda upset that I’m out of the loop. But is it surprising? Nope. Why? Because I’m always out of the loop, always the last to know, always the one who can’t say anything about anything.
Maybe, I’m just kind of hurt.