To a lot of people, I come off as a self-centered little princess/bitch that gets everything she wants. Well, in some ways, that’s true, but it’s not without reason. I don’t think that everybody is talking about me or judging me because I want attention. Frankly, I don’t really like attention. It’s an overwhelming amount of pressure to not mess up and to be perfect. I think that because I constantly fear that people are judging me negatively, that I’m not good enough. I want to please everybody, but that’s very hard because it’s basically impossible. I would prefer it if nobody looked at me if I do something embarrassing or weird because I at least don’t have a sense of judgement. I’d rather be ignorant and happy than knowledgeable and miserable.